What being 40 means to me

So today is June 18th and I have been 40 one day. I woke up to a sore back and wanting to do nothing but eat. I have been eating so much bad stuff since I got in Phoenix to help my mom move. I have only gotten on my Wii one time and haven't even done any of my sit-ups. I think Phoenix harbors bad habits and I am excited to get back to my little ranch as farm living works for me. I miss my horses, my dogs, cats and birds. My neighbor told me yesterday ( who is watching my house ) that my bird is flying north. Kaylan bit him really bad last time and he makes that joke a lot now when he watching my ranch. Kaylan is a vicious bird I don't know why I have him ( The Congo African Grey ). No one would ever love him like I do even though when I let him out of his cage his one purpose is to fly off the cage and find me and bite me. I have had him 11 years and will never sell him. When I got him I realized he will probably outlive me but he is my responsibility for the life I have left on earth. That is the mentality I have for all my animals. The horses I might sell one of them, but only to a good home once they are fully rehabilitated

So anyways being 40 means to be continue to loose weight and take good care of myself. To enjoy life and maybe soon I will get on match or Eharmony as living alone is no fun and getting a tad boring and lonely. . To continue to get out of debt and live life to its fullness. Be happy and project happiness. Stop slouching as I am doing so horribly this morning I feel 80.. I leave tommorrow back to Los Lunas with a new bed, lots of cute stuff and pictures. Back to where I believe I belong, back to my new home and new life.. I have entered a new era of my life, the 40's and I think I am really..